ITS THE LAST DAY OF 2015. YaY.

So it is the final day of this year. (Or last year depending on when you are reading this). But I have come up with some New Year Resolutions. Majority of my resolutions are very cliché but they are also personal to me. (Kind Of):

•  Resolution Number 1: No Chocolate. - Yes, you read properly, Denby is moving away from the chocolate in 2016. All I eat is sugary things and I am developing a phobia of teeth loss and diabetes so chocolate is no longer on my agenda. 
• Resolution Number 2: No Fizzy Drinks. - I tried this the other year, I got really far but I soon developed a love for energy drinks. So, in an attempt to dispose of my love for energy drinks, I am going to attempt to not drink any form of Fizzy Drinks. Again. 
• Resolution Number 3: Be Time Wise. - I am never on time. Prime example is him. If he asks me to go over to his house or do something with him, I am always late. So, 2016 is the year were I am going to be on time...
• Resolution Number 4: Save Money. - I say the same resolution this time every year but it is definitely about time I finally save money. I finally have a job and I am so lucky that I am going into 2016 with a job and a boyfriend and a best friend and my family. But, I need to save my money. 
• Resolution Number 5: Spending Time Wisely. - I was unsure about how to title this resolution but what I mean is...I need to spend time appropriately so that I can have time to see the best friend and the boyfriend. Along with having time to myself. With college and work it is hard to find time to spend with everyone along with trying to give myself rest but I am aiming to undo this nonsense and find time! 

I cannot think of any more legit resolutions which sound appropriate for this blog so I shall leave you with five AMAZING resolutions. (SARCASM). 

Anyway, I hope everyone has had a good Christmas and I really hope everyone goes into the new year with a smile on their face because smiling is good. (I don't know if I personally like smiling). 

CRUMBS, I need to get ready. I have a town to attend. See, this is were resolution number 3 needs to come in. Be Time Wise. 

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody! Be careful but be happy! I sound like one of those billboards you see, you know, the motivational ones?!? Nope? Okay, see ya soon! 

PhOtO oF tHe DaY: 

lol, its me!

I finally managed to squeeze in a selfie today.

Ya' know, because its last day of 2015

YAY

MERRY CHRISTMAS..also...BAH HUMBUG

So Christmas has come and gone and I could not be happier! (Well I could if I wasn't a depressing person but ya' know). But yes! I am one lucky bunny! I got a set of driving lessons and another Kindle for Christmas and basically..I am really really happy and grateful! I cannot wait to drive! I am so so so so excited! EEEEEeeeeeKKKKKkkk. I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas the same way I did! But, if you didn't, don't worry! You'll be happy soon! Oh God, I sound like one of those weird horoscope things. I don't like horoscopes.

Anyway, today is Boxing Day, (the day after Christmas). I am once again...ill! I think I am coming down with the flu or cold or something. I feel awful. However, I am trying to chill and relax whilst enjoying the sweet sounds of cars outside my house. OOOOOOOO, I got a new jar for Christmas and some awesome lights to go within the jar and I have never been happier! I have closed the curtains in my room and turned the lights on and I have never been so relaxed.

I don't even know what I am on about.

It's weird, I am so happy and grateful but then there is a part of me which is so upset and sad for no reason. I hate it! I thought I was doing well, happy wise! But I guess I am still a lil' sad...for no reason. Brains are weird! I don't understand how you can be happy yet sad and depressed. It doesn't make any sense? BRAIN Y U DO DIS!

But anyway, the new year is slowly creeping its way up so I guess I have to think of some new year resolutions. I know I need to change and take care of myself more and be happy but meh. I think my main new year resolution is to be healthy because this past month I have been torturing myself by eating junk and drinking junk and yesterday has just killed me and made me realise that I need to be healthy! I hate December.

Anyway, (I need to stop saying anyway), I need to scadoodle as I have death to overcome and some relatives to visit. I hope you have a lovely boxing day and I hope you have had a lovely Christmas!

So...

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

I took this ages ago, it's not a good picture but I quite like the

quirkiness of it.

I am quirky.

UPDATE

I need to thing of more inspiring titles for my posts. 'UPDATE' is not an enticing title which I could use to attract people but I shall still use it anyway. But yes, HELLO! I finally had a small amount of time to write something on this. I have missed it dearly.

In the space of 8 days which I haven't been writing for...(doesn't make sense but ya' know)...I have managed to obtain an addiction to candles and probably fires. I invested in a candle last week and since then I have been obsessed. My room is always cold even if the heating was ever on and to my surprise, candles warm it up! They are simply perfect! Scented candles are the type of candles to which I currently own and they are so pretty and perfect.

OOO OOO OOO! I also own an awesome book titled: 'This Book Loves You' by the one and only...PewDiePie! I own this book thanks to my awesome brother! Since Christmas is literally around the corner, me and le bro managed to find time to exchange and open gifts. He bought me an awesome laser pen, the awesome book, awesome huge marshmallows along with these mini, yet awesome, Adventure Time characters! I seriously think I have fallen in love with gifts! He seriously is the best friend/brother I have ever ever ever ever have!

Speaking of love, le boyf' took me to the cinema and for a lovely meal the other day. Basically, lets just say I am now a fan of Star Wars. Although I understand the new Star Wars may not be as good as the originals, (to what I have heard), it is a pretty sick film! I know Disney have taken over and you can definitely tell that they have...but it is still such a good film! Star Wars and impressed me after many years of contradictory hating it. (I have never seen Star Wars before).

I just realised that there are going to be a lot of mistakes within this post.
Many Apologies.

Anyway, I have now got a new, epic pair of Sony Headphones. Yes, HEADphones. I previously had a pair but I really wanted le boyf' to have them as I believe he is in a bigger need of headphones than I am. So, I decided to invest in some of my own and quite frankly, they sound absolutely amazing! Sony are my top recommendation if you are looking for either earphones or headphones! You can hear all the instruments and bass so perfectly it is un-real!.

I am unable to spell correctly today.

Today is the 22nd of December, (well it was to those who are reading in the future), which means...Christmas is pretty much 2-3 days away! I am a little bit excited but also really anxious at the same time! I need to invest in more gifts for le family but tomorrow is pretty much the last day which I can do so! RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I thought I was organised but apparently not! For weeks now I have had gifts mounting up in my room and it has been driving me up the walls. I just can't wait to get rid of them but I am so so so nervous because I don't know if anyone will like them! I am awful when it comes to buying gifts:((

I must scadoodle as I have presents to continue wrapping and sorting out and then I have to have a hard, long think about what I need for the remaining missing gifts!

Therefore...

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

I think I took this just over a week now with his

epic camera!

(Well, not as epic as his new camera)

I kinda like it. 

The guy adds a sense of purpose to the stall.

I don't even know.

I am sick of feeling emotionally sick.

I want to be happy. Don't get me wrong, I am extremely happy with him! He makes me feel so happy and warm and safe and yeah, you get the gist of it. But I can't be happy otherwise. When I am not with him. I am so emotionally drained it is unbelievable. I need to get myself back on my feet but the struggle is real! I cannot even tuck my chair into my desk because my chair is too heavy. I CANNOT WIN!

I think I have 'Christmas blues' or whatever you call it. I don't even know. I am so drained it is seriously unreal. I want to break off for holidays already so I can catch up on sleep and chill from everything. That has just reminded me...

I BREAK OFF FOR THE HOLIDAYS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!

That has cheered me up! I am happy now. I am addicted to Twenty One Pilots still along with many documentaries. I don't even know what to write or talk about which is unusual for me because usually I have a lot to talk about. But...I don't.

I, ladies and gentlemen, am a genius!

So I created this: 

I was messing around and then next minute you know...BAM! I had a great idea, (which has probably been done a million times before. I basically put some lights into a jar. That is it. BUT JUST LOOK AT HOW AMAZING IT IS! I am so proud of myself. It just looks so pretty. 

So I have once again returned to the keyboard of misery. I am at college with the sticky keyboard and quite frankly, I hate it but I choose to sit at this computer purely because it is out of the way of everyone and it's kind of peaceful. I need to stop going on about keyboards, I attempt to make this small topic rather interesting but it fails miserably every time. 

In other news, this Christmas is almost a failure for me. I still need to invest in gifts but I have had no time. I still need to create one gift and I have a week to do but I guarantee it will not be completed in a week. However, I shall once again do what I happen to best; rush through things. 

Energy drinks are bad for you. An obvious statement I do know, but, I have recently been drinking them and I have been completing so much work and actually completing tasks. It is great! The only downside is the fact I am unable to sleep properly. But that is my own doing. 

I shall continue with this post later today as this keyboard is starting to slowly aggravate me. But, this does mean that I can finally say: 

To be continued...

when you...

gain trust to own a camera...

yes....Denby took them.

I am a pro.

Life is good good bad bad

I should probably shave my legs. I am slowly developing a large focus onto my legs and I can see hairs. I need to shave them but hairs provide leg warmth but I am a woman and women are not permitted to have hairy legs. Stupid women. (offence to myself taken).

I am going to start writing proper posts soon because I am literally writing an online diary basically complaining about not posting decent posts. I need to stop but it's fun. SEEE, I am doing it right now.

But yes, Sammy has recently purchased le book: 'Wreck This Journal' and to my surprise, it is really fun apart from I can't get myself round to actually wrecking the journal because I am neat in my own weird way. For those who may not know what this book is, basically, it is a book devised by the author: Keri Smith and she basically has developed a series of books which enable your imagination to go wild along with your creativity. The book I currently own has series of pages telling you, as the author, what to do with them. For example, one of my favourite pages states to 'fill page entirely out of circles' so I riddled the page with circles of all shapes and sizes. It is such a great book I love it!!

Anyway, in other news, I love him so flipping much!! He means everything to me and it makes me so excited that I am going to be able to spend the rest of my entire life with him! I seriously cannot wait! The best part about our future seriously has to be falling asleep together every single night. I love sleeping at his house purely because I can cuddle up with him and feel safe and amazing! Awwwww, I love him so much!

ALSO ALSO ALSO! I have learnt to appreciate everything in life. Today, my fellow spudling was purchasing a top notch camera which enabled me to wait outside and take pictures with his previous camera. I was about to take a picture of a tree until a homeless woman said "you don't want to be taking pictures of that" and I said "why not?". So we then went onto discussing where we both came from and our current situations. She then made me open my eyes to the world as she said her dream was to go to this town which wasn't too far away. This dream made me smile and after she told me the dream I then went on and said 'you can get there' and she simply asked 'how can I?'. After some more inspirational words by Denby I gave her some money and went on my way. This little conversation may sound stupid and silly to you but it opened my eyes and made me appreciate what I have in life. I may think that I am unfortunate but now I have realised how lucky I am to simply have a home to come back to at the end of every day. Always appreciate the little things in life despise how little they may be!

Anyway, I must scadoodle and attempt to get some sleep as I believe I have to get up early tomorrow for something which I cannot remember because I am worlds number one nugget...so:

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

I love this photo of me and the Spudling. 

He makes me the most happiest girl in the world.

He really does.

I am one lucky girl to have him!

I FINALLY DID IT

Basically, I finally got my hair cut and I absolutely love it! It feel so nice short and I finally look normal and I CAN FINALLY BRUSH MY HAIR! I will show you a pictureeeeeeeeeee:

I stole the picture of my own snapchat...not exactly theft I know but yes, I have short hair! I am going to attempt to get another picture, (hopefully better), but I guess this will do for now! BUT YES I HAVE SHORT HAIRRRRRR.

Also, you know when I was on about illustration before? Basically, I have been developing my own little illustrations and they look so so so so cute! I can't take any photos of my main coolio' illustrations as my sketchbook is at home, but, I do have some pictures of my previous characters I created. Exhibit A:

This is Mr Potato. Mr Potato is seen wearing a wonderful top hat whilst hooding a cup of tea. Mr potato has to be my favorite character so far. (ps, the little circle things are supposed to be peas...as in the vegetable). My imagination is highly crazy, I am not going to deny that. 

Anyway, I am going to apologize now for the week late post, I have been a busy bee. Constantly working at college and at work and quite frankly it has been exhausting. 

It is so so so so so nice to have short hair. Still can' get over it. 

I'M FINALLY MAKING A SCRAP BOOK! FINALLY. Yesterday I was on a school trip with the art department and we had some free time. So, I went and bought myself a small A5 sketchbook which I am going to jazz up with Sammy's own decoration and cute images of me, boyf, brother, sister and family. (Hopefully I can get some time to do so). 

I am casually sat at college wearing a snazzy shirt and a Harry Potter jumper. I look sadly cool. 

Anyway, I must leave as this keyboard is getting on my nerves. So...

PhOtO oF tHe DaY: 

I need to begin taking some more photographs.