I am blinded by le holy sun

My eyes are burning from the sun. I am in so much pain due to the sun. Oh how i love the sun. i literally need sunglasses to defend myself from the sun. oh the sun. 

Basically, at my fellow college, I am located at a computer which happens to have a huge window behind it. Now, the sun is directly behind this window and it's wonderful glow is beaming into my eyes. So, Denby's way of overcoming this great wrath is too put my head into my left hand and create a head rest whilst I use the computer monitor as a defense system from the sun itself. So, life is great right now. I happen to be full of cold and everything is pretty bund' up. Denby is not pleased. Why can't human eyes have automatic sun glasses which turn on as soon as the sun reaches a certain brightness.

great. my stomach is rumbling but Denby doesn't want to eat because her tonsils are swollen up. welcome to my daily problems. 

Anyway, I am really intrigued with cute illustrations. If you do not know what I mean by this I shall show you some examples: 

  

I find these illustrations simply adorable and I am starting to think about developing my own illustrations with Denby's idea of humor. I love simple illustrations. They are adorably adorable. You should also check out the artist who created the illustration examples. I believe his name is Shanghi Tango and all his work his so simple yet so clever. He has impressed me. I am not often impressed. Bravo Tango. (lol rhyme).

anyway I shall depart as the sun is developing and is gaining a rather high amount of brightness causing my eyes to water high amounts of tears. (logic). 

So, PhOtO oF tHe DaY: 

I love this illustration. 

du du du du duuuuuuu

The world is a strange place with strange people and strange ways of living. That is my view on the world. I don't understand what is 'acceptable' or what is seen as 'perfect'. I don't get it. Social groups involved. You get those people who can make friends easily and are labelled as 'popular'. Now, these sort of people will do anything which the pack leader does. For example,  if the pack leader has a boyfriend to sheep will get a boyfriend. If the pack leader wears a lot of make up; so will the sheep. This is a repetitive cycle which goes on and on and on.

Then you get the 'underdogs'. The people who stay out of everyone's business but still get picked on. They see themselves as different. They will zone out easily and get on with their work and will do well with themselves. To make things easier for you to understand, I guess you think of them as 'geeks'. But personally, I love them.

You also get the 'alternatives'. These are people who are basically, alternative. They can get along with people in a manner which is friendly, loving and kind. I find these to be funny and quirky. But I also find them dressing in clothing which you can say is also 'alternative'.

Then you get the 'inbetweeners'. The sort which is basically stuck in between groups and are unable to move out. I call these the 'lost sheep' as I see they are trying to follow a crowd but they find themselves not wanting too.

And then you get me. I am just stuck in 'Sammy World' which is full of strange and mysterious things which cannot be understand by anyone or anything. I don't even understand the world so there is no way the world can understand me. I don't understand how people can fall into labelled groups which define who they are...but sadly, they do. I wish everyone lived in a world were people can be together and not care about what others think.

I guess, if I was too think of a group to categorize myself, I guess it would have to be 'stuck' because that is what I am. I am stuck in a repetitive cycle of misunderstanding. The day I understand something will be the day I find my feet. But quite frankly, I don't believe I will.

Anyway, before I leave and crack on with some grand coursework of mine, I shall quickly apologize for any spelling errors because once again I have found myself to be on a keyboard which won't register 37% of the keys I press. Dodgy keyboards are now my worst enemy. FACT.

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

A cute little abandoned beach setting which I took earlier this year.

I love sun sets.

Strange Thoughts

Okay, I get really odd thoughts. I don't think I have ever disclosed this with someone but the thoughts get weirder and weirder and weirder. Ever day I walk to school and I think something bad is going to happen. I get to school and I always think something bad is going to happen and every where I go I always think something bad is going to happen. It is horrible but I can't stop thinking about bad things happening. I would go in too further explanation but if I did...you would definitely think I am crazy.

I don't understand emoji's. I try too. But I cannot. For example, the winky face. Is it a 'kinky' face or is it meant to be a jokey' face? I don't understand! And why have I got the need to put a laughing face at the end of everything I send. Does it seriously make things instantly better? I DON'T GET THEM...AT ALL.

I am strange.

I also have a cut on my forehead. I have no idea to where it appeared from but I now have a conspiracy theory that I am indeed...Harry Potter. If you saw a picture of it, you would understand. But just remember, I am no longer Sammy Denby...I am HARRY POTTUR. (Intentional spelling error).

Sorry for any missing letters after words. Currently I am trying to write an enthusiastic blog post on a sticky key keyboard. I am not having the best of experiences. However, I am getting there.

I also have a runny nose.

Not pleased.

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

DAFFODIL MURDER

#DON'TASK

Emotions are very high

I love him. I can speak and write so many words which may seem meaningless but they are not and that is something which I need to exaggerate. He means everything to me. He takes care of me, he loves me and I can not thank him enough for that! I could spend the rest of  my life with him and you know what? I shall and I will! I will stand by his side every single day. If he needs me? I will be there, (unless my OCD kicks in then I am screwed). But, I love him and I shall let him steal my hat as many times as he wants and in return I shall carry on using his jumper supply as my own wardrobe. Every time I think of him, it makes me extremely happy. I am happy all of the time and it is all thanks to him! I could hug him for a looooooooonnnnnggggggg time.

My emotions are still extremely high from last night. Getting praise by teachers and getting told that I am doing well made me have ye olde goose bumps. Seeing my mother look at me with big bold eyes and having a smile on her face as if to say 'wow well done'. Now that. Made me happy.

I'm also starting to believe that I have OCD. Major OCD. All my life I have felt the need to straighten things and move things. I cannot stop this obsession. I will make a mess and freak about it 10 minutes later and tidy it up and straighten every single little thing. Everywhere I go I do it an it is driving me up the wall. But then again, I get some what of joy out of it. Sooooo, I guess that is a good thing.

I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING. I am going to be 18 in approximately 9 months. It seems a long time but I cannot wait until I am 18. I seriously cannot! OMG OMG OMG OMG.

Anyway...

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

FLOWERS I TOOK AGES AGO.

I didn't take them.

I meant I took a photo of them.

Do not judge me and my terminology.

Okay, you can judge me.

HAVE A GOOD DAY!

:)

I am doing good?

So so so so, I had my college parents evening tonight and to my surprise, I got really good comments! I am doing well in every subject and I am expected to get high grades which I am extremely shocked about! However, all in all, it was great and le' mother is extremely pleased and happy with me which makes me one happy amigo!

My clock is actually on time.

Anyway, today is ye olde Wednesday and Denby is extremely tired. I have an addiction to chewing gum. At the moment, I am using it as my preventation, (new word), from eating many sugars. Recently all of my food consumption has revolved around sugarrrr so I am trying not to consume as much sugar as possible. SUGAR IZ BAD.

I have no idea what I am on about.

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

Why not add a bit of humour to the blog?

#HUMORICAL

Denby's Tree Dictionary

Tree Number One...The Red Maple.

Or as Denby calls it: the blue eert

Tree Number Two...Chestnut Oak

Or as Denby calls it: uber bush

Tree Number Three...Ash Tree

Or as Denby calls it; The tree which sounds like fire but is just a tree.

That is just a really bad insight to what 'Denby's Tree Dictionary' would be like. I didn't realize how difficult it was to add pictures to a blog on a college computer which happens to have a dodgy keyboard. 

Anyway, I am undergoing an adventure. I have no clue what sort of adventure but it is in fact an adventure.

Also, I would like to dedicate some time to remember those who have died in Paris on Friday night. The attacks were dreadful and I cannot bear to think why anyone would do such a thing but sadly, it has been done and I am sending all my respect and love to Paris! The world is one scary place but the only thing we can do is hope for the best!

PhOtO oF tHe DaY: 

A picture of a tree.

Which Denby took.

It happened to be relevant to the topic.

Anyway, I hope every one has a great day and I apologize now for any spelling errors. I blame this keyboard as it is dodgy and sticky and horrible. But it still kind of works.

I do not know what I am on about anymore.

I HAVE A BRICK IN MY BAG. A LEGIT BRICK...IN..MY.BAG. I now know why I am a random person. 

lel lol lul

I actually used 2% of my effort today to bring my camera to college so I can take some photos. Although my initial mission was complete...I didn't get as many pictures as I initially intended to. (I think that is contradiction).

Lol, I have tumblr once again! I am unsure on my name but I am going to fill my tumblr blog with depressing images. (Not depressing, just black and white photographs made from maself).

I don't know what to write about.

I mainly wanted to upload a picture I took today.

Because it is a really nice picture.

Of a tree.

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

IT'S SUCH A CUTE FUDGING TREE

I might make a folder dedicated to tree's.

Denby's Tree Dictionary

with my own names.

hmmmmmmmm

I think I have just created another outstanding idea...

Hello...its me...

Howdy, I firstly begin this online diary of mine with an apology for not posting as frequently as I usually do. The reason for this is due to myself being ill and due to my 3 day hibernation. However, the Denby rises again and is back for good...hopefully. Coming to think of it, 90% of my posts are starting to be myself apologizing for frequent posts...this keyboard is sticky and horrible.

Anyway, I need to make a dealio with myself that I am not going to write on my hand again. this is purely because I now have a hand which is covered in ink and it won't come off. I tried to scrub it off but it left great pain on my delicate skin. I want to blame someone or something but surprisingly, it is my own fault.

I am undergoing major decisions about my future life and career. I want to become a Midwife and then I don't. But, recently I have realized I can do more with my life. I can be whoever I want to be. Therefore, I am in a decision period were I am trying to figure out who I want to be. I am beginning to like the idea of becoming a film maker. Inspired by a documentary I watched last night called 'Exit Through The Gift Shop'. The documentary was based around Banksy and 'Mr Brainwash'. I won't go into full detail but it was based around a man, 'Mr Brainwash', who basically filmed his whole life. I would love to film my life and put them onto DVD's so in the future I can look back at them. I mean, I could upload them to YouTube...hmmmm.

I need to begin taking pride in my appearance. I am recently dressing very oddly but comfortably. I dress for comfort, not style. However, I am feeling the style within me trying to unleash itself. Now, trying is a big word for me...don't ask.

OmG. I actually brought my camera out with me today which means...I am able to get more photo's for my 'PhOtO oF tHe DaY' section which means you, as my amazing beautiful readers, can spend a minute of your life looking at an amazing photograph of mine...yaya.

Today is the 11th of November which means that it is remembrance day to remember those who fought in the war!!

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

Just to clarify that this is NOT my own photo.

However, it is a field of poppies in commemorative of 

remembrance day!

I hope you have a great day today as everyone deserves to have a good day...everyday! 

Peace out amigo's! 

:)

A series of Shakespeare

Todayyyyy, as I sorted out my bedroom, I came across my old book. This book happened to be the 'Little Book Of Shakespeare'. So, I thought 'why not do a post dedicated to this book'. Meaning that I shall write a series of Shakespeare's amazing quotes simply from this book.

1. "Friendship is constant in all other things. Save in the office and affairs of love".

2. "I can get no remedy against this consumption of the purse: borrowing only lingers and lingers it out, but the disease is incurable".

3. "...time will come and take my love away. This thought is as a death which cannot choose but weep to have, that which it fears to lose".

4. "The tears live in an onion that should water this sorrow".

5. "My hear is heavy, and mine age is weak; Grief would have tears, and sorrow bids me speak".

6. "How sharper than a serpent's tooth it is. To have a thankless child".

7. "Time is the old justice that examines all such offenders".

8. "But soft! What light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and Juliet is the sun".

9. "My bounty is as boundless as the sea, My love as deep; the more I give to thee, The more I have, for both are infinite".

10. MY PERSONAL FAVOURITE: "Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die, Take him and cut him out in little stars, And he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will be in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun".

11. "The nature of bad news infects the teller".

12. "Praising what is lost makes the remembrance dear".

13. "Nothing can come of nothing".

14. "Wisdom and goodness to the vile seem vile; filths savour but themselves".

15. "The devil can cite Scripture for his purpose".

16. "How many goodly creatures are there here! How beauteous mankind is! O brave new world that has such people in't".

17. "Virtue is bold, and goodness never fearful".

18. "Care keeps his watch in every old man's eye, And where care lodges sleep will never lie; But where unbruised youth with unstuff'd brain doth couch his limbs, there golden sleep doth reign".

So, there you have it. 18 beautiful quotes from ye olde Shakespeare. He was a legend and quite frankly he still is!

PhOtO oF tHe DaY:

I am going old school with le flower. 

Basically what I just said was: 

I have no pictures so I am re-uploading one.

YAY

:)